shoot at Kg. Tangga Batu, Melaka

1st of all i just wanna say my skintone sudah banyak larik tawu gara2 shooting..sudah tidak sama dgn kulit asal (kan best kalau shoot dinegara yg xde matahari, hehe)..anyway shooting kali nie xdelah best mn pown..biase2 aje..mcm2 kesah yg tidak menarik utk dikongsikan disini..ape yang aku pelajari adalah XSEMESTINYA ORG YG BAIK DGN KITE I2 XBOLEH JADI MUSUH KITE..so pengajaran utk aku supaya berhati2 pada masa akan datang..klah just enjoy gmbr2 yg sempat diambil kat sana..

meeting time..penuh kontroversi

all crew sdg bkerja

serius muka masing2x..kecuali abg mat over..

idlan @ abg kassim raja lawak

wif kak ct (make up artist)

kak za yang amek ini gmbr..katanya cantik..bengong!

nampak x kulit kat lengan saya 2 dh lain kalernya..panas oh panas

2 jelah kowt gmbr2 yg sempat diambil..anyway happy reading..see u next entry..tata..

p/s : all pict it was taken by kakak PM = kak za..tq!

Arghhhhhh

nk buat ape sekarang nie semuanya malas ouh..kenape ek??

~for fun~

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
for now, im not really ok =((

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
emotional..sensitive..moody..

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Guy - must be protector & good listener..
girl - must be so cute..

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
feel so sad..

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
just follow the people who work for people =(

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
we should think positive..Allah SWT will presenting test for us and offer heaven to our patience..

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Humor - maybe

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
anak yg baik ;p

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
It's you..

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
22

DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
often

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Sad story but i know 1 day will be closure ending..

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
human..a good human..

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
please look at me even just 4 a while ;p

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
salsa..

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
reading..surfing..listening..

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
cockroach..& ghost..but my biggest fear its Allah..

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
its secret lor..if i say here it would be a non secret anymore ;p

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
slim like katy Pery ;p

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
they are so sweet..

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
for fun

whatever

THREE NAMES I GO BY
wanie (4 friend)
ajua (family call)
mak mandak (nephew call)

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
freelance crew production
student

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
Johor Bahru
Damansara Perdana
Shah Alam

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
American Next Top Model
Rachel Ray
Ellen

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO (right now)
My hometown
Paris
Heaven ;p

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
Bihun goreng singapore
Bihun Sup at Ghulam Mee
Bihun tomyam At Warung Pak Halim (rindu giler seh)

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
looking forward to my future lor

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
don't have..

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS ( for now)
Adam Lamber
Neyo
Ketty Pery

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
chocolate shake..
teh o ais..
sky juice ;p

moodless sadless

arghhh xboleh tido..fikiran terganggu..emosi xstabil..kenapa bende2 nie semua terjadi pada aku hah? kenape aku harus bersikap mcm nie..kenape? kenape? mcm2 bende yang dipikirkan sampai xboleh tido..dh 3 hari aku mcm nie..mood down giler seh..buat ini xkena..buat itu xkena..semua jadi serba xkena..WTF???? ape masalah ko sebenarnya nie? kurang kasih sayang ke? no..no..no..aku terlebih kasih sayang sampai aku rase mcm nie..aku perlukan orang2 sekeliling aku bg semangat utk aku bukan menjatuhkan aku =((

adekah ini mase utk aku berubah?
tapi berubah utk ape?
dr jahat ke baik? or..
dr baik ke jahat?
nape aku bole terima ragam org2 sekeliling aku...tp..
mereka xboleh terima ragam aku??
masing2 adalah diri masing2..
so kenalah give n take..
aku xkacau ko..so ko jgn kacau aku..its easy right??
ssh ke ko nk follow..tension tawu!

aku tawu ko ade kuasa..
ko sesuka hati nk bt ape jek..
xdek sape nk larang..
xde sape nk marah..
tp tolong lah..
tolong lah jaga ati para pekerja ko..
mcm aku..
aku dh buat sehabis baik..
knape mesti nk mpertikaikannya..?
bukan ke setiap manusia itu ade kelemahan dan kekurangannya sendiri?
itu pown xboleh pk ke?
atau..
aku nie yang terlalu sensitif..
xboleh terima sebarang teguran..
semua teguran aku anggap negatif..
oi sampai bile ko nk mcm nie..
tlong lah terima teguran org2 sekeliling ko..arghhh tension..
aku ke yang harus mengalah wpun aku tawu jawapannya mmg YA..
tp aku ade sbb dan alasan aku sendiri..
boleh ke ko gunapakai?

tolong lah..
ko dh semakin lalai..
dh semakin jauh tawu..
semua bende ko pandang ringan..
semua bende ko anggap mudah..
ko xpk ke ko dh abeskan duit mak bapak?
sampai bile nk mcm nie..
tolong lah berubah..
tolong lah serius..
jgn terlalu lalai..
ko xpk mase depan ko ke..
of coz i'am..
sbb terlalu pk kan mase dpn lah aku jd mcm nie..
yg dikejar xdpt yg dkendong bciciran..
itu lah aku!
xnak berjaya mcm org lain ke??

kesimpulannya..aku gile pk kan diri aku skrg nie..tolonglah hamba mu ini Ya Allah, berikanlah hamba mu ini kekuatan bagi mengharungi liku2 kehidupan di masa akan datang..hanya engkau sahaja yang mengetahui isi hati ku..berkati lah hidup hamba mu ini Ya Allah..Amin Ya Rabbilalamin..

kadang kala aku rase..

kadangkala aku rase aku xbetol..
kadangkala aku rase aku betol..
kadangkala aku rase semua org kena dgr cakap aku..
kadangkala aku rase aku nie asyik dgr cakap org..
kadangkala aku rase semua org aku nak marah..
kadangkala aku rase nape semua org nak marah aku nie..
kadangkala aku rase bosan dgn sikap & mentaliti org2 sekeliling aku..
kadangkala aku rase semua org yg berada disekeliling aku mulai bosan dgn sikap & mentaliti aku..
kadangkala aku rase semua org patut berubah..
kadangkala aku rase semua org patut berubah atau aku sahaja yang berubah..
kadangkala aku rase meluat tgk orang2 yg perasaan diri die bagus..
kadangkala aku rase org meluat tgk aku perasan bagus..
kadangkala aku rase.........................

kesimpulannya xpayah pk ape2..just be urself!

dear all..

Even u have nothing you can get anything. But your attitude and approach should be positive

tiada tajuk

lebih baik berdiam diri dari menduga duga dengan berprasangka..

hanya lagu..

Siapalah aku ini
Yang ingin memetik cintamu
Siapalah seadanya
Diriku di sisimu

Kau punya segalanya
Sedangkan aku insan hina
Hidupku penuh dengan kisah duka
Antara kita jurang nya berbeza

Biarlah usahlah
Bermain dengan api
Kelaknya terbakar sendiri

Biarlah tersimpan
Segala perasaan
Rahsia hatiku terhadapmu
Siapalah aku

=D

lupe mahu cakap..tgn saya hodoh (wpun sy mmg dh hodoh) akibat penggambaran di ijok..nyamuk die besar2 mcm gajah gua ckp lu..giler arh..

terpaksa dibalut untuk menutup kehodohan..

hish dh mcm tgn jantan kan (tgn lelaki pown lg cantik aku rase)..nasib ko lah..nie lah akibat kena geget dgn raksasa..

nie adalah aktiviti biase selepas shooting..sy akan pergi berurut..wah sgt syok woO..

ok cherita mengenai penggambaran sudah tammat..tggu entry yg lain pula ya..tata..

kerja oh kerja II

after wrap..all crew diraikan acara makan2 sebelum pulang ke KL di restoran ape ntah aku pown xtawu..huhu





hehe..lastly team kali nie bg aku sgt best..tiada pergaduhan..tiada sound2..just do ur work..hrp dpt bkerjasama lagi dgn mereka2 nie semua..

penerbit : Widya
pengarah & videografi : abg faizal
pen.pengarah : abg raja azrey
pen. videografi : abg rem
soundman : abg azhar
penatacahaya : pit & abg mizi & hasan
PM : fiza
konti : ari
make up : kak ct
handy / runner : anis aka john..

para pelakon :
Jihan Raja Lawak
Raja Azrey
Idan Raja Lawak 1
Jun LNJ
Man belon Raja Lawak

u guys rock n best!! hehehe..jgn lupe ek tgk telemovie CINTA HANTU KETAPANG bulan 5 nnt..

kerja oh kerja

silelah lihat gambar2x dibawah ini semasa sy menjalani penggambaran telemovie CINTA HANTU di kg Setia Jaya..

abg azhar sbg soundman..beliau sgt sporting..selalu piat telinga sy bile sy ganggu kerja die (eleh kedekut, org nk pgg boom xbagi)

all crew bergambar dgn tuan tanah kilang seginiaga..semua ada kecuali kakak PM aje xde..haha padan muka xde..

masa nie cameraman cuti..jadi saya take over 8 minit..
(ko tipu..ko take over 8 min sbb nk pleasing aje kan..)

percaya x semua kalau sy katakan sy jakun melihat itik..dan sy boleh tersilap mengatakan itu adalah angsa..wah sangat comey tawu..bile sy dtg dekat die lari terkedek2x..die ingt sy nk tangkap die buat rendang ke??

tu die abg taha @ talaha sbg prop master..beliau sgt seni..beliau juga sgt baik dalam membantu sy mereka baju hantu..goyang kaki sy tawu..syok2x..

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suasana lokasi penggambaran telemovie ini..mcm kwsn setinggan..huhu..

yeah me..tgh menyiapkan hantu ketapang..xseram langsung..(ceh berlagak plak ko ya!)

buat kerja main2x..

with sutarmin bin tukilchan..die ronggak!! hahaha so funny lol..

eh belom abes lagi..to be continued ok!!

=))

"baik sangka itu lebih baik daripada prasangka"

everyone make a mistake but you must admit the mistake, learn from it and dont repeat it NURHAZWANI ABD RAHIM!....remember that..

this song for me.. =))

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I`m young
For speaking out of turn
There`s someone I`ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They`re in their own place trying to make it right
But I`m tired of justifying
So i say you`ll..

Come home
Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
So come home
Oooh

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain`t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I`m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Come home
Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oooh

Everything i can`t be
Is everything you should be
And that`s why i need you here
Everything i can`t be
Is everything you should be
And that`s why i need you here
So hear this now

Come home
Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

home sweet home

ingat bile dh berumah tangga nk suh laki aku deco umah mcm kat bawah nie lah..terbaik dr ladang!

seronoknya..kombinasi warna yg sgt menarik dan ceria..tgk citer melayu pown xbosan

padanan warna kegemaran aku..kaler kundang + kaler kundang lembut
(mmg aku xkuar bilik lah jawabnya kalau dpt bilik mcm nie ;p)

=))

hai semua..ape khabar..lately nie rase cam busy sgt..emosi pown xbape nk stabil..busy dgn pre pro utk shooting akan dtg..neway aku just tolong kawan aku utk proses pre production..agak kesian juga die kena buat sorg2..byk keje 2..kena cari lokasi, deal dgn sponsor, cari artis n deal harga dgn dorg, cari katering n etc..amat memenatkan bcoz of y we all kena kesana kemari..mmg letih siak..so now just left 1 week to make everything its done n PERFECT! (even i know mesti xakan sesempurna mana, biase lah keje manusia kan mn sempurna)

erm smlm tgk citer Adnan Sempit..ok lah film 2..mhiburkan..cume camera movement dia agak memeningkan gua siak..hahaha..thanx to my new 'klik' sbb sudi banje tgk wayang..akan dtg banje lg k ;p

klah gtg, hrp2 emosi aku stabil utk hari2 mendatang..happy sunday guys..bye..

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to think before you speak to me!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
my presence ever makes you feel uncomfortable!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to thank me for everything i do for you!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to say sorry for everything that you don't do!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to ask me for favors!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think i would not be curious to know your new philosophy of life!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you go by what i say and do not understand what i don't say!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think that listening to your dreams would put me to sleep!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think that seeing you in pain, would not bring a tear to me!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think I do not remember the first time we met!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you don't see the thousand ways I try to make you happy!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you don't realize how your smile brightens up my day!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you would rather keep quiet when you really wanna talk!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you hesitate to ask me to stay back when you think we should be together!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you take too much time to tell me what i mean to you!

Am I Your FRIEND ????

very nice wordings..t h i n k.. =))

if someone feels that they had never made a mistake in their life then it means they had never tried a new thing in their life..

Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself..

tiada tajuk

dear my blog...

lately nie aku rase menyampah, meluat nk dgr kesah yg remeh temeh, kesah si A, kesah si B..kesah si A ngata si B..kesah si B ngata si A..balik2 ko ngata aku, aku ngata ko..ntah ape2 jek..lbh bek aku pekak kan telinga or paling kan muka aku ke arah lain bile ade yg xmalu bercerita kesah2 picisan nie..ataupun lbh bek aku makan nasik..urmmmmm..klah, out~

16/01/2010 ~ perlu ke aku ingat tarikh ini? perlu ke? biar lah masa yg tentukan..

morning..

dear diary....(chewah)

malam td mimpi yg agak best..tp, wajah yg aku rindu xmuncul..huhu..wajah yg aku xrindu plak muncul (eh tp td kata mimpi best..best ke???) owhhhh perasaan mcm nie dtg lagi sekali..sebagai seorang yang lemah & egois aku xboleh nk tolak perasaan ini..tp ini baru lagi..xperlu nk kecoh2..hanya tggu dan lihat (ceh gaya mcm bercinta dgn fahrin ahmad plak ataupun johny deep, atau lagi jude law ataupun lagi enrique iglesias ;p)

klah, nk g bt breakfast, walaupun jam sudah menunjukan 12.13pm..hehe ade aku kesah..happy sunday guys!

50 most Romantic things to do with your BF / GF

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whispers to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands.
6. Buy small gifts for each other.
7. Gift Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/ poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt w/ each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two-deal
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/ worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.

44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.

45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say,"Sweet dreams."

so sweet rite..chill (^-*)

utk seseorang

..aku akan hilang dr hidup kau untuk selama lamanya..

somewhere only where know..

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

This song reminds me of my ex-boyfriend. We dated for just over a year, and we promised each other forever and oh so much more. I seriously thought he was the one. But we're both still growing up, and it pushed us apart. We get more and more different everyday. I was trying to adjust to it and keep our Love alive. But he didn't want to adjust anymore. So he broke up with me, and now there's all this unfinished Love. And now I don't know how to forget him. There are so many places I pass that I consider to be "Our's". And so many sweet memories that break my heart. Now I dont want him back so badly and im try to forget him as soon as possible even i can't..................FULLSTOP.

lately suka sgt dgr ini lagu =))

Never Knew I Needed (OST The Princess & The Frog)

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah) (ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah) (ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that I'd be here (who'd knew that I'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniable happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

best kan blog aku xde follower..hehe..its like my routine diary or my journey, so no need a follower..i can write what ever i want here without disturbin YOU'RE LIFE!!
~TQ~

kuala selangor..chill =))

silalah lihat gmbr dibawah ya..nie semua ketika sy recee loc kat kuala selangor..nama kg nie kg ape ek..ntah lah, yg aku ingt ade nama SETIA aje..huhu..enjoy guys!

1st time tgk pokok getah secara dekat..

aku suka men petik bunga kuning nie mase kecik2 dulu..pas2 sangkut kt tepi tinge..

nie ke yg org panggil jalan kg? cantiknya..

dh tawu masuk kwsn kg, ko pakai short pants, hah mmg mgaru jelah pas2..

1st time kowt masuk kebun getah..so ade jakun sket ar..hehe

ntah ape2 ntah terpegun tgk susu getah mengalir

lawa kan warna cat umah kg nie..aku rase pas tgk ini gmbr mcm nk mkn coklat stoberi lh ..nyum3x..

kenali hati anda =))

aku ade men 1 kuiz ni kat FB..n aku rase kuiz nie lah paling best n kena dgn diri aku kowt..hehe check it out

Nurhazwani just took the "KENALI HATI ANDA quiz and the result is ANDA MEMANG KERAS HATI.

hati anda memang keras bukan bermaksud batu. tapi anda mempunyai pendirian yang susah untuk orang lain goyahkan. macam tiang yang utuh..segala keputusan yang telah anda buat tidak ada sesiapa yang akan boleh mengubahnya..mungkin anda nampak lembut..tetapi padahalnya hati anda tidak. .susah untuk mengubah setiap apa yang telah anda buat.. anda juga akan menjadi pemarah sekiranya orang lain cuba untuk membuat keputusan untuk anda..anda mempunyai citarasa yang tetap..anda tidak mudah berubah. keburukannya adalah, kadang2 ini akan memakan diri anda sendiri..

huhu..100% kena kowt..well jadi lah diri anda yg sebenar ok!

MONING..

1st entry for the first day in 2010...pagi nie aku akan keluar recee location utk next telemovie di sekitar kuala selangor..yeah i'm very excited sbb ape..sbb kawasan kampung kat situ cantik bg aku =)) ade swah padi & ade org jual2 kat tepi 2..hahaha..harap2 perjalanan aku x menghampakan..

p/s : bukan ke aku kata aku dh xnk terlibat dlm dunis produksi lg??? 2 lah..kite hanya mampu merancang..Allah Taala yg menentukan semuanya..huhu..klah guys, nk bersiap2 dh nie..see u next entry..tata (^_*)

WELCOME 2010

hi guys..

1st of all i wanna wish HAPPY NEW YEAR..welcome 2010 & good bye 2009..

2009??? huh tahun yg aku rase paling xbest dalam sejarah hidup aku..y?? terlalu banyak bende yg aku lalui..n aku xpercaya yg aku dh lalui..aku hilang segala2nya dalam tahun nie..idop aku kucar kacir..segala2nya berubah..aku dh hilang ape yg aku nk selama nie..dan yg pasti aku xkenal siapa diri aku..huhu..

Januari : frust! frust dgn sorg lelaki yg paling......(sumpah paling babi kowt). Tp aku xde lah frust sampai nk bunuh diri..mujur ade kengkawan yg byk happy kan aku..kecewa dgn lelaki 2 biase aje kowt pd aku..

Febuari : aku dh start bz dgn kuliah, tesis, shooting 3BM, cari talent mrata tempat n i knal sum 1..(start from that aku berubah).

Mac : bulan yg betol2 mguji kesabaran aku..again busy ngan kuliah, jumpa penyelia, chapter by chapter kena reject ngan pyelia..tension jgn ckp lah..dulu kalau smoking slalu share ngan kwn2..kali nie aku dh berani beli sekotak..asal stress sket aku smoke..siap ade ashtray sendiri tepi meja..fam aku tawu..dorg marah..marah sgt2..nk2 akak aku..2nd mak..3rd ayah..dorg membebel..tp aku pekak kan telinga..dorg xpaham ape yg aku rase..berada dalam tahun akhir pengajian ijazah sarjana muda bukan senang..nie baru ijazah pertama belum lg peringkat yg tertinggi..bulan nie aku lalai..aku dh lupe tggjawab aku yg sebenarnya..aku terlalu mengikut kata hati..assignment aku bt asal boleh..esok nk submit, mlm 2 baru aku cr bahan n bt..sesungguhnya aku rase 2 bukan diri aku..aku bukan jenis yg asal boleh..n aku selalu bersaing dgn kawan2 yg lain utk menjadi yg terbaik..aku kuar kolej, balik kul 6am (sbb pihak uitm dh hadkan mase utk student kuar adalah sebelum 11pm, after that gate utama akan ditutup)..aku betol2 lalai mase 2..xingat yg aku tgh dok berperang dgn THESIS..but sum 1 yg aku kenal 2 xpaham masalah aku..ya mungkin mase 2 aku mcm org bodoh..pantang diajak..aku mudah terpengaruh..bulan nie juga aku xcukop tidur..tido pown 3 4 jam..selebihnya aku byk abeskan masa bt thesis, dh abes shoot 3BM aku kena shoot dokumentari plak..OMG!! 2 xtermasuk asimen subjek lain..aku paling tertekan dgn tesis aku..smpi masuk hospital Klang (kena tahan wad sbb tekanan drh tinggi or bahasa saintifiknya YOUNG HYPOTENSION)..aku kena tahan 3 hari..can u imagine, aku xpernah kena tahan wad..dh lah jauh dr fam plak 2..mujur lah ade sum 1 yg sudi jaga aku (thnx a lot!!)..2 pown 1 hari aje..2 hari lg aku keseorangan..ya sgt sedih bile pesakit sebelah, depan, kiri, kanan dan depan ade fam dtg..aku xde sape2..huhu..mase kat hospital, aku asik dok sms kengkawan tanya pasal dokumentari..aku betol2 xsenang hati..sbb dh masuk editing..so aku selaku penerbit & pengarah must be there..tp aku xdpt dtg..leceh masuk hospital nie..semua keje sekolah universiti aku tertangguh..dan aku xboleh bt ape2..(mase nie naseb baik ade kak nur n irda, dorg lah pyelamat aku, thanx friend!)..after kuar hospital aku terus menuju ke bilik editing..2 see wht happen..alhamdulilah semuanya berjalan dgn baik..(wpun terdapat pertelingkahan antara group aku dgn group diploma, biase lah)..dh settle dokumentari, aku fokus dgn tesis sbb vaiva dh xlame lagi..perasaan berdebor 2 jgn ckp lah..kena plak panel2 yg suka menghentam student..mampos aku..terkial2 nk jawab nnt..huhu..(so far alhamdulilah, aku cume kena hentam dgn sorg panel aje tp syukur tesis aku xkena bt balik or ubah ape2)

April : bulan akhir utk semester akhir..mcm2 nk kena buat..kena siapkan report 2, report nie, present subjek 2, subjek nie..mcm2..n aku bt n submit..cume utk subjek critical wrriting aku sgt kecewa..subjek nie lah yg membuatkan aku berubah 100%..malam sebelum nk submit 2 aku kuar..kuar meneman seseorang..balik mcm biase 6am..sbb gate dh bukak mase 2..asimen plak aku ingt kena submit after 5pm..then aku ade mase nk edit n tmbh ape yg ptt..then kul 10am classmate aku ckp kena antar b4 11am..kelam kabut aku mase 2..rase mcm org xbetol..nk menangis tp xkuar air mata..clumsy gile mase 2..BLANK..aku msg lec aku n ckp antar lambat sket..then die jawab ptg markah..OMG..stress lg mase 2..last2 aku bt mn yg termampu aje..(nie lah aku rase asimen aku paling SUMPAH PALING SIAL)..buat asal boleh..kalau aku tawu akan jd mcmnie aku xkuar lah malam td..aku abeskan mase aku bt asimen critical writing nie aje..aku betol2 kecewa time submit 2..bile dh submit 2 aku dh xnk pk ape dh..hanya tggu result aje..(ya result gua mmg mcm gampang..cgpa & gpa turun mdadak bai =((

Mei : finally im finish my study..then berpindah ke damansara perdana n bermula lah liku2 hidup yg begitu mencabar sekali..

Jun - Disember : abes study aku follow kawan aku bt prod...memandang aku belajar dlm bidang nie so aku amek kesempatan utk masuk dlm industri..mula2 mmg seronok tp lame2 tertekan..ya aku mgaku aku tertekan..org ckp nk masuk bidang nie hati kena kuat tp jiwa n emosi aku xkuat utk teruskan perjalanan dalam bidang nie..cukup lah 4x aku terlibat dalam dunia produksi..maybe after this aku xakan follow lagi..mungkin juga aku akan lari bidang..who knows..cukuplah aku berjumpa dgn org yg bermuka2..org2 kapitalis..org2 yg mengambil kesempatan diatas kelemahan org lain..cukup lah..cukuplah utk tahun nie..aku dh xtahan..

tahun 2009 yg mengembirakan aku adelah AKU DH PANDAI MASUK DAPUR! hehe..sebelum ni jgn harap lah..nk pgg kuali pown pk sejuta kali..bile dh stay jauh ngan fam nie, kena lah berdikari..n aku pown mmg suka berdiri diatas kaki sendiri..indipendent lah babe..(tibe2 rase cam nk bt bubur kacang hijau plak..hahaha)

Well, I got my heart broken for the 2nd time in this year..yeah its me..fucking 2009..hahaha..(dats boys i'll already throw from my heart)..its time 2 looking forward lah beb..bt ape nk tggu org yg dh bt taik kat hati kite rite? lebih ko campak jek jauh2 n jgn toleh kebelakang lg after campak 2..haha..

tahun depan adalah tahun utk merubah segala2nya (insyaallah)..kite hanya mampu merancang..segala2nya ditentukan oleh-NYA..yg pasti aku tetap aku..aku xkan berubah demi org lain dan org lain i2 jgn cube sekali2 nk ubahkan aku..i dont care wut people talking SHIT about me ya..yg penting diri aku..

klah guys that's all as I can remember..
say HELLO 2010..n say BUBYE 2009

how to stay young & happy???

how to stay young & happy???

1. throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight, and height
2. keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.
3. keep learning
4. enjoys the simple things. YEAH =))
5. laugh often, long & loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.
6. surround yourself with what you love.
7. cherish your health
8. tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.
9. always smile =))
10. don't take too seriously what people talk about you. Always be positive thinker.

so guys, to stay young & happy like me must follow the sentence okies..chill (^_*)

tlg ingt kan saya please.......

uwaaa!!! nk upload gmbr tp wayar USB aku mane ntah aku letak..ermmm sengal2x..aku nie dr dulu lg letak tempat lain, cari tempat lain..nie klau aku tnya mak aku kat JB, sure tinge aku berdarah..pas2 mesti die akan jawab sambil menjerit AIK BRG SENDIRIK, BOLEH TNYA MAK..huhu..kesudahannya aku yg kena balik n kena lah mencari merata tempat..jgn sampai aku jelajah masuk mencari kat umah jiran sudey =||

p/s : harap2 ketemu lah..

hey u!!

nie adelah CERITA TENTANG DIRI AKU..so suka hati aku lah nk tulis pasal ape kan..xpayah nk BUSY BODY hal org lain kalau diri sendiri 2 xbetol..hates busy body!

mimpi yg sempurna

penat..dh 2 ari aku gantikan senaman aku kepada mengemas bilik, cuci bilik air, kemas ruang tamu dan juga dapur..dr meng 'vakum', mengemop dan meng 'vakum' balik..semua aku bt sorg2..berpeluh sakan dan penat 2 of coz lah kan..hehe (nnt kan entry akan dtg dan gmbr juga akan diupload)

now aku nk rest n tido jap (hrp2 xde lah terlajak sampai malam ;p)

p/s : miss my love & my soul AINOL DANISH =((

komunikasi yang baik & sempurna

pernah x anda semua belajar bagaimana utk bercakap ataupun berkomunikasi secara berhemah? pernah kan anda tertanya2 penting ke komunikasi dalam kehidupan seharian? bagaimanakah cara anda berkomunikasi dengan masyarakat sekeliling anda?

FYI, Komunikasi adalah bahagian terpenting dalam kehidupan seharian. Komunikasi tidak sahaja berlaku melalui percakapan tetapi juga melalui mendengar, membaca, menulis dan gerak badan. Semuanya memerlukan kemahiran yang boleh dipelajari. Sesetengah kemahiran seperti penguasaan bahasa dan pemilihan perkataan yang tepat, pemikiran logik dan pengumpulan maklumat diperlukan untuk semua jenis komunikasi.

pendek kata, komunikasi adalah saling berkait rapat dalam kehidupan seharian. Bahkan kita juga diajar bagaimana mahu berkomunikasi dengan orang-orang sekeliling kita. Tidak kira di IPTA ataupun IPTS, subjek komunikasi amat dititik beratkan.

ape yg aku nk sentuh kat sini ialah cara kita berkomunikasi dgn org2 sekeliling kita. aku sendiri xnafikan yg aku lemah dalam berkomunikasi. tp i2 bukan bermakna aku boleh bercakap ape sahaja dgn org2 sekeliling aku. Bukan ke kita telah diajar dr kecik mcmn bercakap dgn penuh hemah???? ada x mak bapak korg ajar korg bercakap dgn org tua mcmn? bercakap dgn kawan2 mcmn? dan sebagainya..mesti ade kan..nada suara juga amat penting..kalau ko bercakap dgn org, perlu ke ko ckp jerit2? tengking2? agak2 lah beb.. kadang2 pening dgn org2 yg aku xpaham cara die berkomunikasi dgn org2 yg sekelilingnya..xperlu lah tunjuk kan diri kita nie bodoh sgt bile bkomunikasi..ape yg penting the way u talk to people..kadang2 lagi org perhatikan cara kite bercakap then dr situ org akan menilai diri kita mcmn..mcm yg selalu aku buat n lakukan..aku mmg suka tgk cara org bercakap ade yg ok dan ade yg ko..kalau yg ok 2 aku jadikan sebagai pembelajaran utk diri aku..mn yg KO plak aku jd kan sempadan aje..bende yg xelok bt ape kita nk ikot kan..

klah kesimpulan yg aku nk simpulkan kat sini adalah Komunikator yang berjaya tahu bagaimana cara untuk mendengar, bercakap, membaca dan menulis. Bagaimanapun kepetahan bercakap belum lagi menjamin kemahiran berkomunikasi, kerana tidak ada makna jika kata-kata yang disusun indah hanya menyakitkan dan mencederakan perasaan orang lain. klah guys depend pada diri sendiri..ade akal fikiran 2 berfikir lah dgn baik..jgn jd bodoh sepanjang zaman ok..chow..

pening =|

macam macam perangai manusia kat dunia nie..pelik..lg pelik dgn ape yg aku alami sekarang nie..haiii (mengeluh) bile lah nk berakhir semua nie =((