hi..selamat datang ke dunia saya..

tiada ape yg menarik..hanya cerita/omongan yang dianggap biase oleh saya sendiri..so enjoy..kalau best, sila lah jadi pengunjung yang tetap..kalau xbest sila lah berambus..jangan buang masa anda semua ya..ciao..

Saturday, March 13, 2010

~for fun~

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
for now, im not really ok =((

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
emotional..sensitive..moody..

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Guy - must be protector & good listener..
girl - must be so cute..

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
feel so sad..

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
just follow the people who work for people =(

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
we should think positive..Allah SWT will presenting test for us and offer heaven to our patience..

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Humor - maybe

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
anak yg baik ;p

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
It's you..

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
22

DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
often

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Sad story but i know 1 day will be closure ending..

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
human..a good human..

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
please look at me even just 4 a while ;p

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
salsa..

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
reading..surfing..listening..

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
cockroach..& ghost..but my biggest fear its Allah..

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
its secret lor..if i say here it would be a non secret anymore ;p

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
slim like katy Pery ;p

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
they are so sweet..

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
for fun

whatever

THREE NAMES I GO BY
wanie (4 friend)
ajua (family call)
mak mandak (nephew call)

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
freelance crew production
student

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
Johor Bahru
Damansara Perdana
Shah Alam

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
American Next Top Model
Rachel Ray
Ellen

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO (right now)
My hometown
Paris
Heaven ;p

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
Bihun goreng singapore
Bihun Sup at Ghulam Mee
Bihun tomyam At Warung Pak Halim (rindu giler seh)

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
looking forward to my future lor

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
don't have..

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS ( for now)
Adam Lamber
Neyo
Ketty Pery

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
chocolate shake..
teh o ais..
sky juice ;p

Friday, March 12, 2010

moodless sadless


arghhh xboleh tido..fikiran terganggu..emosi xstabil..kenapa bende2 nie semua terjadi pada aku hah? kenape aku harus bersikap mcm nie..kenape? kenape? mcm2 bende yang dipikirkan sampai xboleh tido..dh 3 hari aku mcm nie..mood down giler seh..buat ini xkena..buat itu xkena..semua jadi serba xkena..WTF???? ape masalah ko sebenarnya nie? kurang kasih sayang ke? no..no..no..aku terlebih kasih sayang sampai aku rase mcm nie..aku perlukan orang2 sekeliling aku bg semangat utk aku bukan menjatuhkan aku =((

adekah ini mase utk aku berubah?
tapi berubah utk ape?
dr jahat ke baik? or..
dr baik ke jahat?
nape aku bole terima ragam org2 sekeliling aku...tp..
mereka xboleh terima ragam aku??
masing2 adalah diri masing2..
so kenalah give n take..
aku xkacau ko..so ko jgn kacau aku..its easy right??
ssh ke ko nk follow..tension tawu!

aku tawu ko ade kuasa..
ko sesuka hati nk bt ape jek..
xdek sape nk larang..
xde sape nk marah..
tp tolong lah..
tolong lah jaga ati para pekerja ko..
mcm aku..
aku dh buat sehabis baik..
knape mesti nk mpertikaikannya..?
bukan ke setiap manusia itu ade kelemahan dan kekurangannya sendiri?
itu pown xboleh pk ke?
atau..
aku nie yang terlalu sensitif..
xboleh terima sebarang teguran..
semua teguran aku anggap negatif..
oi sampai bile ko nk mcm nie..
tlong lah terima teguran org2 sekeliling ko..arghhh tension..
aku ke yang harus mengalah wpun aku tawu jawapannya mmg YA..
tp aku ade sbb dan alasan aku sendiri..
boleh ke ko gunapakai?

tolong lah..
ko dh semakin lalai..
dh semakin jauh tawu..
semua bende ko pandang ringan..
semua bende ko anggap mudah..
ko xpk ke ko dh abeskan duit mak bapak?
sampai bile nk mcm nie..
tolong lah berubah..
tolong lah serius..
jgn terlalu lalai..
ko xpk mase depan ko ke..
of coz i'am..
sbb terlalu pk kan mase dpn lah aku jd mcm nie..
yg dikejar xdpt yg dkendong bciciran..
itu lah aku!
xnak berjaya mcm org lain ke??

kesimpulannya..aku gile pk kan diri aku skrg nie..tolonglah hamba mu ini Ya Allah, berikanlah hamba mu ini kekuatan bagi mengharungi liku2 kehidupan di masa akan datang..hanya engkau sahaja yang mengetahui isi hati ku..berkati lah hidup hamba mu ini Ya Allah..Amin Ya Rabbilalamin..

Thursday, March 11, 2010

kadang kala aku rase..


kadangkala aku rase aku xbetol..
kadangkala aku rase aku betol..
kadangkala aku rase semua org kena dgr cakap aku..
kadangkala aku rase aku nie asyik dgr cakap org..
kadangkala aku rase semua org aku nak marah..
kadangkala aku rase nape semua org nak marah aku nie..
kadangkala aku rase bosan dgn sikap & mentaliti org2 sekeliling aku..
kadangkala aku rase semua org yg berada disekeliling aku mulai bosan dgn sikap & mentaliti aku..
kadangkala aku rase semua org patut berubah..
kadangkala aku rase semua org patut berubah atau aku sahaja yang berubah..
kadangkala aku rase meluat tgk orang2 yg perasaan diri die bagus..
kadangkala aku rase org meluat tgk aku perasan bagus..
kadangkala aku rase.........................

kesimpulannya xpayah pk ape2..just be urself!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

dear all..

Even u have nothing you can get anything. But your attitude and approach should be positive

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

tiada tajuk

lebih baik berdiam diri dari menduga duga dengan berprasangka..

Saturday, March 6, 2010

hanya lagu..

Siapalah aku ini
Yang ingin memetik cintamu
Siapalah seadanya
Diriku di sisimu

Kau punya segalanya
Sedangkan aku insan hina
Hidupku penuh dengan kisah duka
Antara kita jurang nya berbeza

Biarlah usahlah
Bermain dengan api
Kelaknya terbakar sendiri

Biarlah tersimpan
Segala perasaan
Rahsia hatiku terhadapmu
Siapalah aku

=D

lupe mahu cakap..tgn saya hodoh (wpun sy mmg dh hodoh) akibat penggambaran di ijok..nyamuk die besar2 mcm gajah gua ckp lu..giler arh..

terpaksa dibalut untuk menutup kehodohan..

hish dh mcm tgn jantan kan (tgn lelaki pown lg cantik aku rase)..nasib ko lah..nie lah akibat kena geget dgn raksasa..



nie adalah aktiviti biase selepas shooting..sy akan pergi berurut..wah sgt syok woO..

ok cherita mengenai penggambaran sudah tammat..tggu entry yg lain pula ya..tata..

kerja oh kerja II

after wrap..all crew diraikan acara makan2 sebelum pulang ke KL di restoran ape ntah aku pown xtawu..huhu





hehe..lastly team kali nie bg aku sgt best..tiada pergaduhan..tiada sound2..just do ur work..hrp dpt bkerjasama lagi dgn mereka2 nie semua..

penerbit : Widya
pengarah & videografi : abg faizal
pen.pengarah : abg raja azrey
pen. videografi : abg rem
soundman : abg azhar
penatacahaya : pit & abg mizi & hasan
PM : fiza
konti : ari
make up : kak ct
handy / runner : anis aka john..

para pelakon :
Jihan Raja Lawak
Raja Azrey
Idan Raja Lawak 1
Jun LNJ
Man belon Raja Lawak

u guys rock n best!! hehehe..jgn lupe ek tgk telemovie CINTA HANTU KETAPANG bulan 5 nnt..

Friday, March 5, 2010

kerja oh kerja

silelah lihat gambar2x dibawah ini semasa sy menjalani penggambaran telemovie CINTA HANTU di kg Setia Jaya..

abg azhar sbg soundman..beliau sgt sporting..selalu piat telinga sy bile sy ganggu kerja die (eleh kedekut, org nk pgg boom xbagi)

all crew bergambar dgn tuan tanah kilang seginiaga..semua ada kecuali kakak PM aje xde..haha padan muka xde..

masa nie cameraman cuti..jadi saya take over 8 minit..
(ko tipu..ko take over 8 min sbb nk pleasing aje kan..)

percaya x semua kalau sy katakan sy jakun melihat itik..dan sy boleh tersilap mengatakan itu adalah angsa..wah sangat comey tawu..bile sy dtg dekat die lari terkedek2x..die ingt sy nk tangkap die buat rendang ke??

tu die abg taha @ talaha sbg prop master..beliau sgt seni..beliau juga sgt baik dalam membantu sy mereka baju hantu..goyang kaki sy tawu..syok2x..

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2

3

suasana lokasi penggambaran telemovie ini..mcm kwsn setinggan..huhu..

yeah me..tgh menyiapkan hantu ketapang..xseram langsung..(ceh berlagak plak ko ya!)

buat kerja main2x..

with sutarmin bin tukilchan..die ronggak!! hahaha so funny lol..


eh belom abes lagi..to be continued ok!!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

=))

"baik sangka itu lebih baik daripada prasangka"

Friday, February 19, 2010

everyone make a mistake but you must admit the mistake, learn from it and dont repeat it NURHAZWANI ABD RAHIM!....remember that..

Monday, January 25, 2010

this song for me.. =))

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I`m young
For speaking out of turn
There`s someone I`ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They`re in their own place trying to make it right
But I`m tired of justifying
So i say you`ll..

Come home
Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
So come home
Oooh

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain`t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I`m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Come home
Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oooh

Everything i can`t be
Is everything you should be
And that`s why i need you here
Everything i can`t be
Is everything you should be
And that`s why i need you here
So hear this now

Come home
Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

home sweet home

seronoknya..kombinasi warna yg sgt menarik dan ceria..tgk citer melayu pown xbosan


padanan warna kegemaran aku..kaler kundang + kaler kundang lembut
(mmg aku xkuar bilik lah jawabnya kalau dpt bilik mcm nie ;p)

Saturday, January 23, 2010

=))

hai semua..ape khabar..lately nie rase cam busy sgt..emosi pown xbape nk stabil..busy dgn pre pro utk shooting akan dtg..neway aku just tolong kawan aku utk proses pre production..agak kesian juga die kena buat sorg2..byk keje 2..kena cari lokasi, deal dgn sponsor, cari artis n deal harga dgn dorg, cari katering n etc..amat memenatkan bcoz of y we all kena kesana kemari..mmg letih siak..so now just left 1 week to make everything its done n PERFECT! (even i know mesti xakan sesempurna mana, biase lah keje manusia kan mn sempurna)

erm smlm tgk citer Adnan Sempit..ok lah film 2..mhiburkan..cume camera movement dia agak memeningkan gua siak..hahaha..thanx to my new 'klik' sbb sudi banje tgk wayang..akan dtg banje lg k ;p

klah gtg, hrp2 emosi aku stabil utk hari2 mendatang..happy sunday guys..bye..

Friday, January 15, 2010

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to think before you speak to me!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
my presence ever makes you feel uncomfortable!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to thank me for everything i do for you!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to say sorry for everything that you don't do!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to ask me for favors!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think i would not be curious to know your new philosophy of life!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you go by what i say and do not understand what i don't say!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think that listening to your dreams would put me to sleep!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think that seeing you in pain, would not bring a tear to me!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think I do not remember the first time we met!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you don't see the thousand ways I try to make you happy!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you don't realize how your smile brightens up my day!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you would rather keep quiet when you really wanna talk!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you hesitate to ask me to stay back when you think we should be together!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you take too much time to tell me what i mean to you!

Am I Your FRIEND ????

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

very nice wordings..t h i n k.. =))


if someone feels that they had never made a mistake in their life then it means they had never tried a new thing in their life..


Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself..


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

tiada tajuk

dear my blog...


lately nie aku rase menyampah, meluat nk dgr kesah yg remeh temeh, kesah si A, kesah si B..kesah si A ngata si B..kesah si B ngata si A..balik2 ko ngata aku, aku ngata ko..ntah ape2 jek..lbh bek aku pekak kan telinga or paling kan muka aku ke arah lain bile ade yg xmalu bercerita kesah2 picisan nie..ataupun lbh bek aku makan nasik..urmmmmm..klah, out~



16/01/2010 ~ perlu ke aku ingat tarikh ini? perlu ke? biar lah masa yg tentukan..

Saturday, January 9, 2010

morning..

dear diary....(chewah)

malam td mimpi yg agak best..tp, wajah yg aku rindu xmuncul..huhu..wajah yg aku xrindu plak muncul (eh tp td kata mimpi best..best ke???) owhhhh perasaan mcm nie dtg lagi sekali..sebagai seorang yang lemah & egois aku xboleh nk tolak perasaan ini..tp ini baru lagi..xperlu nk kecoh2..hanya tggu dan lihat (ceh gaya mcm bercinta dgn fahrin ahmad plak ataupun johny deep, atau lagi jude law ataupun lagi enrique iglesias ;p)

klah, nk g bt breakfast, walaupun jam sudah menunjukan 12.13pm..hehe ade aku kesah..happy sunday guys!

50 most Romantic things to do with your BF / GF

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whispers to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands.
6. Buy small gifts for each other.
7. Gift Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/ poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt w/ each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two-deal
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/ worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say,"Sweet dreams."

so sweet rite..chill (^-*)